Here's to a new beginning

he was so depressed  cause he failed 23rd time  in bank job interview . his blood red face was fully covered with sweat and tears, handing the result he was thinking about poison or hanging. 

suddenly the bell rang, he was so lost in thinking that he couldn't hear the bell at once. 

when he realised that someone is at the door ,next moment he stood and went to the stairs. 

his foot was stuck in the carpet

he was in such a hurry that he lost balance.  

 the right knee touched the first step of stairs,then left elbow smashed with stairs railing and in the end  he felt unconscious with head covered with blood.

"he saw shalini crying on his left side. all relatives  were gathered in his dining hall.

tanu anty saying , that it is so young age to die , what will happen to her after him."

i raised my lashes, i am in a general ward, feet  are alright , elbow is broken, head is covered with bandages.

"i survived an accident!!!!  and i am still alive!?????"

shalini is sitting on left chair and watching me with her swollen eyes. 

she started, you know i never loved you for your looks and bright future, but because of your loving heart. next time if you struggle, i will struggle with you. it was the first confession of love, she ever made.

he smiled with sparkling eyes and thought , "here's to a new beginning!"

My diary 13/09/2020

 what is main goal of life, i really can't understand.

it is a critical time era for everyone (who is unemployed)

specially for girls, this pandemic is a cruel time cause there are so many hurdles for their carrier operations.

 

there is a slite relief that we can enjoy to be in our home.

but there is also a confusing situation of being homely & carelessness.

survival is the earnest aid in this time ,you compare yourself with the office going working girls & sigh for the future. 

New added routine

 oh my god, i really being crazy these days.

i was scared to go alone for a walk . 

when i reached to stadium,  i saw a girl who was heading to the Prithviraj hill , i suddenly asked her to accompany her and she noded , 

we started the walk with a good speed. she had a great speed,  when we reached to the steps i was really felt dying because of pain. we took approx 35 minutes to reach the gate.

 ,though i can still feel the pain in my feet , that was the  winning the war feeling.

the view was calming and soul soothing , that place was all covered by peaking hills , beautiful sunset was charmingly glowing.

i felt breez in my heart, good moment in madness days. loved it.

#Influencers

 Really they don't mind what they are sharing in their videos. They dare to show every aspect of mind. 

 Social media is meant to be social. But, it is also manipulated by the so called #influencers". 

Some of them never give up to tease the emotions of some persons. They hurt them this much that the person try or commit suicide.  

That person undergoes very heavy and expensive treatments, which can fell because the continuation of the incident.

"Thanks to the social media and YouTubers" if the content is hided and wiped from the media they repload the content again and again. 

criteria should be placed in the virtual things too.