Philophobia

 When i was in teenage, i never thought that someone will make me feel about my feelings, instead of knowing about love and affection, i was always the person who want to study more and more.

Then I made my Facebook account in 2012,a big mistake. Every single person want to tied up himself with someone.

Some person also proposes on Facebook.

Whenever someone proposed me,i blocked him. I felt terrible every single time, when someone want to chat with me or date me.

I was feeling meaningless for the entire cycle,Chat ,Proposal receiving, Decline, BLOCK 

I hadn't and haven't any job because i can't face anyone, i felt shattered wherever i faced interviews.

After so many years i got the reason behind my this behaviour. I am still single because I am  PHILOPHOBIC