BTS ADDICTION

 you won't believe if i tell you that i am addicted to BTS songs .but seriously I feel that I am addicted to it. goshhh.......

BTS a big k- pop brand & group that sings, choreograph, makes music by own self.

every character give an unconditional pleaser by giving their presence to the videos. 

vocalist's low & high tones are mind blowing.

rappers do there work with perfection.

everything is up to next level.

each and every member of this group has his own abilities. there's no replacement can be done to the members.

now a days,

i start my mornings with bts songs , do house chores with bts songs and before sleeping i like to listen bts songs. 

it works like stress reliever .it kills the negative thoughts in my mind and gives energy to break the limits in a positive way. like i am afraid to socialise , but i recently joined gym,  

i am trying to regain inner motivation.

gathering old good memories,. 

in short recollecting inner beauty.  

stay gold 

 

oh , i forgot one thing today is jimin's birthday.

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMIN 

My diary(evening walk thoughts at day time)

 Yes, i usually go for a walk with chhotu (my younger brother) after evening meal 

But now a days i am feeling that i am controlling his behaviour,priorities,his freedom.

So i decided to make him free from my side of responsibilities.

Probably it'll take few days , but it have to be done by me,previously.

Needless, i want to focus on my job preparation. I have to make a time table,which i can follow up.

I know i am suffering from several problems like health issues,  lack of concentration ,motivation, confidence. 

But i also know that i can handle the whole things by my left hand.

Oops, overconfidence.

I forgot that i am a khabbu.(left handy)

Aain-e-arzoo

 

Har bar guzar jate he uske samne se,  aaj thahar ke ek bar zara khud ko sanwar to le. 

Aaj jab aapko dekha to ye khayal aaya , kitne dino se aaina nahi dekha he. 

Khata ho gayi najarandaz karna . ru-b-ru hue to nazar hi nahi mila pa rahe

Gardish ke tare bhi sochte honge, chalo hum se badh kar bhi ek makhol aaya he.

Jindgi chinar ki pattiyon se ho chali he, waqt-be-waqt patte girte chale ja rahe he. 

Aasman ki aarzoo liye zameen pe chalte he.ye raste bhi har roz badalte he.

Mosam ke palatwar to har saal hote he,.  ab to aadat si ho chali he in badlawo ki .

Yaddasht ki rukhsati kuch is tarah havi he, roj kuch yad karte he ,roj kuch bhool jate he.

ONLINE FRAUD

Hello viewers and readers ,

I have tip downed a new topic about present scenario. Hope you'll like it.

From the birth of a human,decent  people always try to make himself more honest and reliable, so other person can trust them, make them their friends. 

Parents always teach their children truthfulness and kindness.

But, now a days , the scenario is too changed! There are lots of things and timepieces when our mind loose the stability.

In a queue, there are more and more bad things like smuggling, theft, scams and online scams and frauds.

In todays ,the online fraudulent started new techniques 

1  if you are searching for jobs,you obviously upload your resume or c.v. to various websites.  There is a vulnerability of the document that they can see the information about you there. They take your number and call you and give you a great job proposal which you can't reject .they ask you do you wanna give interview. If yes then YOU HAVE TO GIVE PROCESSING CHARGES .

2 in terms of bank information, there are lot of things we don't know how to handle , like you have a call of bank that your account is blocked because of lack of contact information,they are sending you OTP. So you have to send the otp to them, 

So you send the otp to them and get the bank account EXEMPT OR DROWNED.

Although there is too many kinds of online fraud, but i actually faced this two types of fraud and HANDLED them wisely.  Tell me about your experiences about ONLINE FRAUD. 

Philophobia

 When i was in teenage, i never thought that someone will make me feel about my feelings, instead of knowing about love and affection, i was always the person who want to study more and more.

Then I made my Facebook account in 2012,a big mistake. Every single person want to tied up himself with someone.

Some person also proposes on Facebook.

Whenever someone proposed me,i blocked him. I felt terrible every single time, when someone want to chat with me or date me.

I was feeling meaningless for the entire cycle,Chat ,Proposal receiving, Decline, BLOCK 

I hadn't and haven't any job because i can't face anyone, i felt shattered wherever i faced interviews.

After so many years i got the reason behind my this behaviour. I am still single because I am  PHILOPHOBIC

Regret

When i was pursuing my MBA ,in semester practicals,
1St incident
There was a spoken English class . in the class teacher asked me why i was absent last three days . ( i was weak in english ) i said that i had a "MUSCLE FRACTURE ".
The whole class laughed at me ,then  laughingly teacher told be muscles can't be fractured, it shuold be muscle pull .

2nd incident
 faculty gave me the topic " rasism " for presentation .
I presented it at front of a guest faculty.
I confuced the words cast differenciation and casting cauch as the same startings .
I thought that they are the same . i never knew that the word " casting couch is belongs to a really degraded thing which people use to force someone to do 'work' what they never want to do. When the guest talked about the rasism, she gave me some hints that i was at a mistake .

Than i realized it  and i solved my mistakes.
But i regret that why i never got the skills of spoken english , why it is too hard to get , why i stammer when i give a presentation or an interview.it can be a humorous incident for anyone ,but i felt shamefull most of the time when i face this type of situations.
WHY ,WHY ,WHY

Comedy on study

चलती slow motion पे study
जैसे की snail चल रहा हो।
हुई बेतरतीब हालत इसकी
जैसे कोई time travel कर रहा हो।

कोई ऊपरवाला जमीन पे नहीं उतरता
उसको भी सालों से खयाल नहीं।
चलो छोड़ो उसकी भी बातें
जो दिखता भी नहीं।


कोई कहता है ये book अच्छी है
कोई कहता है ये website अच्छी है ।
के हर किसी की  speed car की जैसी  नहीं होती
कुछ bike और कुछ cycle भी होते हैं  ।

एक तो की speed की बात
और ये तो भूल ही गये कि  गाड़ी petrol से चलती है।
बिना revision जैसे study
बिना petrol के गाड़ी जैसी life  है।