Achhi lagti hu

 kabhi panchhiyon ko dekh ke hans deti hu 

kabhi phoolon ko dekh ke muskura deti hu 

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu, achhi lagti hu

khabi honey Singh to kabhi Jagjeet singh ke gane gungunati hu

aaine khud ko dekh ke gussa hoti hu 

to kabhi itra jati hu 

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu, achhi lagti hu

chalte hue kabhi fudakne lagti hu,

kabhi chalte chalte tham jati hu ,

jaruri nahi hote hue bhi jor se aawaz lagati hu 

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu, achhi lagti hu

kabhi balo ko bandh leti hu, kabhi bandhne se mukar jati hu

kabhi wakiye yad aane pe muskurati hu,

kabhi koi kam ulta karke bhool jati hu,

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu, achhi lagti hu

kabhi dusro ke bare me soch ti hu ,

kabhi badi selfish ho jati hu

wajan kam karne ke nuskhe doondti hu

man hone pe extra khati hu

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu, achhi lagti hu

make up mujhe ras ni aata,

haircut mere man ko ni bhata,

per fir bhi khud ko pura pati hu

khud ki galtiyon se darti hu

khud ke jokes pe hansti hu 

ha mujhe me esi hi pasand hu,  achhi lagti hu

Dedicated to all girls.

Bus ittna sa

jisko dekhte hi dil garmi me thanda pad jae 

jiske hone se hi sukoon ho jae 

mere wajood se jo poora mehsoos kare

mere dikhne se hi jiska chehra khil jae

jiski farmaishen kabhi phoolon ki to kabhi aasmaan ki baate ho

rahat jise dekhte hi mil jae

door bhale ho kitna bhi ,per akela mehsoos na kar paye

mushkil me sath chale or khushi me wo muskae

duniya ke kisi bhi kone me ho per meri yad pe muskaye

bus ittna sa khwab he

Euphoria 10 rules (actually no rules)

 

1 Find the new world inside  you. 

2 Explore the nature.

3Make health goal.

4 Make new friends.  

5 Get lost in new place. 

6 grab new shine.

7 enjoy meditation

8 love yourself

9 being over sometimes is not so bad at all

10 widen your limits.

Eve walk on hills

hey there,

i am used to go to walk in recent days, in the evening. we (me and friends) start it from the ground and end to Prithviraj hill. 

the all journey is so calming and refreshing which i can't explain.

if you are from out of the city (ajmer),  you can't  understand what i am taking about.

yesterday when we reached to the top, we were

all covered with sweat. we went to the parking area and relaxed ourselves by fresh air.  then we watched surrounding hills for nearly 15 minutes. 

after it,we returned from there to our homes.  

another refreshing day for me.  

Here's to a new beginning

he was so depressed  cause he failed 23rd time  in bank job interview . his blood red face was fully covered with sweat and tears, handing the result he was thinking about poison or hanging. 

suddenly the bell rang, he was so lost in thinking that he couldn't hear the bell at once. 

when he realised that someone is at the door ,next moment he stood and went to the stairs. 

his foot was stuck in the carpet

he was in such a hurry that he lost balance.  

 the right knee touched the first step of stairs,then left elbow smashed with stairs railing and in the end  he felt unconscious with head covered with blood.

"he saw shalini crying on his left side. all relatives  were gathered in his dining hall.

tanu anty saying , that it is so young age to die , what will happen to her after him."

i raised my lashes, i am in a general ward, feet  are alright , elbow is broken, head is covered with bandages.

"i survived an accident!!!!  and i am still alive!?????"

shalini is sitting on left chair and watching me with her swollen eyes. 

she started, you know i never loved you for your looks and bright future, but because of your loving heart. next time if you struggle, i will struggle with you. it was the first confession of love, she ever made.

he smiled with sparkling eyes and thought , "here's to a new beginning!"

My diary 13/09/2020

 what is main goal of life, i really can't understand.

it is a critical time era for everyone (who is unemployed)

specially for girls, this pandemic is a cruel time cause there are so many hurdles for their carrier operations.

 

there is a slite relief that we can enjoy to be in our home.

but there is also a confusing situation of being homely & carelessness.

survival is the earnest aid in this time ,you compare yourself with the office going working girls & sigh for the future. 

New added routine

 oh my god, i really being crazy these days.

i was scared to go alone for a walk . 

when i reached to stadium,  i saw a girl who was heading to the Prithviraj hill , i suddenly asked her to accompany her and she noded , 

we started the walk with a good speed. she had a great speed,  when we reached to the steps i was really felt dying because of pain. we took approx 35 minutes to reach the gate.

 ,though i can still feel the pain in my feet , that was the  winning the war feeling.

the view was calming and soul soothing , that place was all covered by peaking hills , beautiful sunset was charmingly glowing.

i felt breez in my heart, good moment in madness days. loved it.